That's it!!! I need to learn how to say no instead of yes! Too many people I've said yes to but had to back out on because of the busy life that I lead.

I guess I stay busy because business is what makes me forget that I have problems. But then I realize that the problems just escliate into mayhem and people get hurt, which I really, really hate to do.

I would consider me a nice person with a lot to offer. BUT! Im too freakin headstrong and I have really one thing in my mind right now. What's after college? I've been in school for so long that I have no real experience of what the REAL world has to offer. I have to buckle down and think about things for the REAL world.

Im 22 years old stuck in my own little bubble. With no real outlet. I have been hurt many times. Hurt many people in the process and I feel bad, when I apologize I let them know that it will never happen again. And luckily it has worked. Im scared of life, scared that I will never truly love, scared that we're creating a wasteland with our Country. There's so much out there that I shelter myself from, Why? Because I only hear what I want to hear. I think that goes for 96% of the population. I profess here and now that I am a overly concerned workaholic that pays no attention to what I REALLY want and SACRIFICES what she wants for the greater good of humanity. Oh Well huh? Talk with you soon